Aaaaaarrrrrggggghhhhh!!!

AAAaaarrrrggghhh...

AAAaaarrrrggghhh...

AAAaaarrrrggghhh...

(*try to keep cooling down)
- dari berdiri ambil posisi duduk,
- tarik nafas dalem-dalem,
- minum air putih 2 gelas,
- istighfar - istighfar, nggak mempan juga
- finally sms eni tells that i had a bad day today, shit!!!
- last, i'm just singing arround coldplay, travis 'n vanessa carlton

I've promises to myself not to out of control if there's something bother 'n make me in anger.

monolo[gue]

Trust yourself, even if you make a mistake, it will be one that will teach you. It'll also help you avoid that same pitfall next time.
I try to trust myself, but there's so many consideration to take it. should i? i know each of the risks that i'll take, and it's properly happen for the person who want to learn.

Making choices about your life based on what you think other people want you to do is not only unhealthy, it's unwise.
Unhealthy i agree. Unwise??? it's hard to take into account bout wise or not, because what you think and done will involve people you love.

No one knows what is best for you better than you "yourself", so stop listening to the know it alls who just love to hear themselves talk.
Is it? Sometimes God give you sign to rethink again for what you'll do. And sometimes God give the way that you don't fully like, not to hurt you. Trust it!

Independent thinking is not only healthy, it is wise!
Is it???Healthy not to hurt yourself, but could it call wise if hurt some people?

Sahabat: Hadiah Terindah /(^_^)\

Hari minggu lalu dapat hadiah dari salah satu sobat yang langsung menyeringai, "eh sul, nanti kalo lo mau nyeritain hal ini di blog lo, ganti nama gue jadi d' sastrous yaa. Biar agak kerenan dikit"

Saya cuma bisa tertawa, kami pun tertawa.
Hadiahnya spesial, dalam rangka bertambahnya usia saya katanya [meski tepatnya masih beberapa hari ke depan], bahasa gaulnya "hadiah ultah". Bungkusnya berwarna biru, bendanya perpaduan warna biru dan kuning, plus secarik surat yang isinya membuat saya mengharu biru [ya ampuuunnn serba biru!] sambil ketawa-ketawa karena isinya yang dramatis nan konyol! Gimana enggak, dari bungkusnya yang saya buka terciumlah wangi bunga melati. Pikir-pikir dia menyemprotkan minyak wangi aroma melati di bungkus kado itu, ternyata bunga melati yang asli masih segar ditaruh di dalamnya. MasyaAllah! kali ini suasana menjadi berkesan dramatis, konyol nan romantis [hehehe...]

Belum waktunya dia sudah datang ke rumah jauh-jauh [dari Kalideres ke Tanjung Priok, berapa kilometer ya???] untuk membawakan tuh hadiah, tapi tetap saja waktu memberikannya tidak berkesan dramatis. Tetap saja penuh ketawa-ketiwi plus caci maki [pfiuuhhhh!], karena dia meminjam beberapa bukuku lagi.

Sahabatku yang lucuuu: Ali Sastro Amijoyo.
Tengkiuuuuuuu yaaa..Allah mengirim dirimu menjadi teman aja, sultra bersyukur banget! Cukup satu yang seperti dirimu kawan :D

Besoknya Bellamy yang sudah kembali menetap di Bogor menelpon.
Keesokannya lagi Fandi sms hal-hal yang konyol dan ternyata usut punya usut dia sekantor dengan Daeng Ipul.
Tadi malam Gunawan yang di Inco Sorowako menelpon dan bercerita banyak hal.

Huwaaaa...tiba-tiba merasa terbang tinggi [kelewat hepi] karena selang waktu yang sebentar mereka muncul seperti janjian saja. Ingin rasanya ngumpul lagi di Losari seperti jaman kuliah dulu [kesannya dah tua banget!]
Thanks lot bud /(^_^)\

Thanks lot God, in the name of YOU, most gracious most merciful. May YOUR bless always with us in our friendship.