September ceria kah?

Bertekad bulan ini saya harus selalu ceria, meski menghadapi bejibun deadline job. Rasanya tak sabar menunggu weekend, tapi weekend bulan ini sepertinya akan lebih banyak belajar untuk meneyelesaikan setumpuk pekerjaan. Minggu depan sudah harus sering rapat lagi, presentasi? biasanya sih penyakit over self confident saya kalau dalam kondisi seperti ini tiba-tiba keluar sendiri dan mengalir begitu saja. Cuma kadang-kadang lidah jadi ikut terlilit karena campur-campur nge-inggris, logat jakarta, plus sedikit-sedikit masih keluar logat makassar. Hancur banget deh! (Ocha! janganko ketawaika..)

September sudah diawali dengan membongkar sebuah konspirasi (hallahhh! sok keren), dan hasilnya sudah bisa ditebak lewat cerita sebelumnya "saya gagal, konspirasi jalan, lalu kecurangan tak bisa dihentikan, karena saya cuma bawahan". Faktor PMS juga mendukung untuk meledak-ledak, kebiasaan wanita gitu.. (mulai menjustifikasi lagi deh..)

Kadang-kadang hidup memang butuh letupan-letupan, meski kecil tapi memberi arti (apa seeh..), jadi ingat slogan salah satu iklan rokok "bikin hidup lebih hidup". Asal jangan seperti kompor gas pembagian saja, tiba-tiba meledak tak jelas padahal belum bermanfaat.

Perang batin dan conflict of interest harus dihadapi, kumpulkan keberanian dan masih harus percaya meletakkan kejujuran tetap yang utama.

Ahh..nyaman juga sambil mendengarkan The Riddle-nya Five for fighting, pas bangeeet

There was a man back in '95
Whose heart ran out of summers
But before he died, I asked him

Wait, what's the sense in life
Come over me, Come over me

He said,
Son why you got to sing that tune
Catch a Dylan song or some eclipse of the moon
Let an angel swing and make you swoon
Then you will see... You will see

Then he said,

Here's a riddle for you
Find the Answer
There's a reason for the world
You and I...

Picked up my kid from school today

Did you learn anything cause in the world today
You can't live in a castle far away
Now talk to me, come talk to me

He said,

Dad I'm big but we're smaller than small
In the scheme of things, well we're nothing at all
Still every mother's child sings a lonely song
So play with me, come play with me

And Hey Dad
Here's a riddle for you
Find the Answer
There's a reason for the world
You and I...

I said,

Son for all I've told you
When you get right down to the
Reason for the world...
Who am I?

There are secrets that we still have left to find
There have been mysteries from the beginning of time
There are answers we're not wise enough to see

He said… You looking for a clue I Love You free...

The batter swings and the summer flies
As I look into my angel's eyes
A song plays on while the moon is hiding over me
Something comes over me

I guess we're big and I guess we're small
If you think about it man you know we got it all
Cause we're all we got on this bouncing ball
And I love you free
I love you freely

Here's a riddle for you
Find the Answer
There's a reason for the world
You and I...